ps : i heart you ♥

me and you*

just had a maths common test today. suprisingly i could do. lets see how i'll perform. college is getting fun as days pass. getting to know the classmates better. laughing more and more each day. soo i guess it is still oklahh.

my mum is leaving to china tomorrow morning. home alone for three days. well... almost home alone. until night only.

i desperately want to go and watch movie. finally found derek to teman me go watch on saturday at pyramid. yay! as everyone got their own plans. anyway i havent been seeing this dude for some time and i miss him. =)

nothing seems to impress me and put a smile on my face*

not even you. i will just sit silently and stare out the window to look at you. thats all i'll do. because no words seems to come out from my mouth when i see you. fcuk man.

something is wrong with me. i will just keep myself silent the whole night. because i dont need you anymore!

before the stadium was even filled*

alot of people*

to pass time we kept looking at hotties around. haha. i spotted one and so did he. but the one i spotted not lengzhai wan. his not bad. so called andrea hor... hahaha! looking at hotties is the typical shereena lahh. =D

now i find jay quite yeng. he wear the shirts and his hair make him look kinda hot. haha. which before this i totally disagree that he is actually quite yeng.

must thank jia shen. if not i wouldnt have agree with whatever he use to say bout jay. he knows how to play damn alot of instruments. to me drum the most yeng one. second is the piano. he dancing also not bad. =D multi-talented fella?

most of his songs are really good. too bad i dont know much. luckily there is jia shen to tell me what song was that. haha.

with him sitting beside me with that whistle can make me deaf. and i pulak shouting there. going to no voice already.

i like nearly the ending where he pose with the peace sign. very cute. haha.

people leaving*

after that i hungry already. went mamak to eat and reached home at 1 something.

my ticket*

my first concert ticket that i actually paid for. and it was a great first concert with a friend. =) yea lahh yea lahh. thank u jia shen!

the class boys. only one is missing.. our class rep.*

jia shen is soo gay man. teck wei also scared of him already. =)

the 7 girls in the class*

the cake was banana chocolate. not my favourite. i had to eat the cake if not kena marah from him. say i don't give face.

college is fun nearly everyday cause we joke damn alot. and all that stupid, weird plus funny stuff they do just keeps the class lively. everyone is turning to be like jia shen. which is 40% good. 60% bad. =D

and as usual college is always fun to me cause somewhere at random i'll see him. but i just dont talk to him.

the question been asked always*

I'm not saying that i'm in love,I'm just saying that lately you're all i think about.

i need a smile desperately*

i was pathetic enough to think that something like that would make me happy. turned out to be, i m a freaking stupid idiot to think that it would. f***ed up.

shit man. dont know why today damn emo. now i can never agree with walter more, i am always emo. what the hell? i hate this. i hate you.

hottie alert*

you look hot in that white shirt you wore* in fact it is very hot.

seeing you walking right past me puts a smile on my face. and yesterday it gave me an even wider smile. it was valentines and it was the first time this had ever happened. it wasnt like any other days. <3

now when i have the time, i always thought about you in mind. hehee. i dont even care what others say, to me he looks great! the look of u seems to be in my mind like everytime. =)

is it always that, when you want to get over someone means you must have another person in mind? to get over of youu that happened. it took me damn long to actually got over everything. but its a good thing. me and youu will only be great great friends.

yesterday's valentines was different. cause you know lahh last time school where can people just give flowers, teddy bears, holding hands and stuff. seeing couples so sweet and mushy. soo cute.

all of us ( one bunch of us old friends) are single. so we had fun too. the funniest is jia shen lahh. renting himself hor? rent means should promote right? mana tau he wear damn casual. of all thing yesterday. what lahh... they went pyramid but i got stupid LAN classes so have stay back. annoying.

love notes*

floating everywhere yesterday just to find the right one.

tomorrow i going out with cherly and michelle to kl. cherly is gonna drive us and i'll lead the way. i hope i get the right way to pavillion or klcc. and return home safely. keep my fingers cross. xoxo.

oh god. i just saw him just now when i went out for dinner. he looks sexy with that attire. he actually stays somewhere near? i wonder where. if not he wouldnt have appeared here. =D lucky me. ahhh.

i like those eyes of yours.

i am left alone to walk through everything* waiting for you my dear.

qi hong, chun kit and yew wei went back to their ns camp already. another month till i see them again. i know they'll have lots of fun. =) was really good seeing them that day. at least we had fun chit-chatting about ns, i had fun pouring salt into jenn hsen's mcflurry and stealing jia shen's fries. the laughters*

part of my hidden treasures. even we seldom meet nor talk, i know you will still be a part of me. i hope i'll keep to my promises.

after the gathering tonight, i'll be leaving to raub, my hometown for chinese new year. somehow i dont know why i m not really looking forward to it already. sighs* i'll only be back on sunday.

anyway Happy Chinese New Year peoples!

eternity?*

tomorrow should be meeting the guys in taipan. but not sure where yet. its been a months plus since they left to ns. seeing them would be good. i miss them. qi hong will be back in 24 hours. woot*

omg. seriously lahh i cant get him off my eyes. been staring at it for some time already. this kinda feeling had been gone for some time. and its back! <3 a stranger i never knew.

over youu*