ps : i heart you ♥

the last time i am saying it to you. i've-once-heart-you*

this is the second and the last post on you. i've never mentioned about you in here before. my last and final words of you. its too long ago for you and people to remember. things and useless feelings should be left behind as a past. the good part of my past with you is i had good memories. its good enough eventhough it wasnt long. at least for once i thought i really had you.

the loves i draw in my book*

it never seem to find the person i've drawn about. i had a book that i started off with you but it ended up leaving a big scar in me. scars can be healed but it takes time. i am too afraid to open the book again and see your name in it. after you i never settle down with anybody for long. he made me fear the feeling to love. eventhough i said there was this somebody but he didnt give me that feeling you used to give me.

seeing you again brings back memories. i dont know why but i like looking at you like i always did yesteryear. until today i still can recall what you said to me. <3

thanks ernest for calling. to call and ask how am i or just because you are bored? anyway thanks. i can't wait for thursday. its holiday. i dont want to go college.

the cake* specially for you.

busy arranging candles.*

sang out LOUD for him*

the entire floor people sang for him. happy boy. =)

the guys*

the guys again*

i had fun that night. didnt eat that much but yeahh it was good. sheng loong getting all 7 different types of mee was funny. i think he made khai shien, hau yang and hong jiun scared of eating mee for sometime. =)

and having wey liam sitting beside me was entertaining enough. it was good catching up with them. jia shen actually look quite hot that night. omg what made me say that? haha!

and we successfully squeezed 7 peoples in a waja. sean's waja. =) luckily it was only to pyramid as the steamboat restaurant was just opposite. if it is any further i wont feel my legs. even that short distance made my leg numb like shit.

my cousin came to fetch me, cherly and loong home. it was a good night out. jia shen left earlier for another suprise party back at his place. i guess he really enjoyed himself.

its making me dont feel like talking to anyone at all. dont know what has got into me. maybe it is the tiredness of travelling or the sickness i am having or i just dont like somebody suddenly.

the paperbag is nice. its baby pink!*

lollipops* cats*

my red bag*

my first lollipops handbag*

don't scold me by putting that picture. the picture is cute. XD pinks*

i've known jia shen for nearly two years i guess. wasnt that close with him but ended up being in same tuitions and his class used to be next to mine so we got alot closer. and also one of my favourite dude.

he is a great guy and so far a GREAT friend. now being classmates i guess we've got closer abit more at least. he is always there for anything at all and my-so-called-kor-kor. he bring joy, laughters and tears (laughing tears). so basically he is a good good guy.

and hope that wish of yours will be granted. =D

this is my so far greatest comments on him and i mean it! =) ps: do not say i treat you bad anymore. i've never regretted knowing you!

see la hot-yeng-cute pictures all also got. i am such a good friend right?? haha!

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we are such good friends you know. belanja you. wait is it just mun hoe or all of us? okayy i dont know. ahah! just got back from steamboat with jia shen, wey liam, sean, mun hoe, chun kit, jia wei, khai shien, sheng loong, cherly, hau yang, and hong jiun.

we made the whole place sing for you. see we are damn good right?! aren't you touched?? hope you had fun la. XD

pictures updates will be soon until i get the pictures from mun hoe and jia wei. =)

stephy duck*

dicky!

actually i was nervous meeting his mum as only-a few-know-what-it-is. esther made me feel even worst. and did i say she is soo cute! should see the way she talks and treats dicky. =)

played boggle. wait is that how it is spell. ahah! i finally got the right spelling from walter. i am bad at words! really bad.

the game*

us*

at least when i said bye to his mum she did smile. i think she did. hahah. took the "secret passage" to the pool. well according to esther it is a secret passage. took pictures with walter's N95.

we girls with that one boy*

esther is soo cute!

we besties*

two gay lous*

we had to leave cause dicky is worried about the jam. i think we left at about 6 i guess.

my darlingg and his sister*

i miss walter soo much. and definitely i'll miss esther. she is really cute! hearing her calling me jie jie was like so cute la. =)

my partner for the day*

the driver!

i slept on our way home. it was raining and there was a jam. nice time to sleep. =) anyway thank you dicky for fetching me! i have such great friends.

then we need to take out our ic for some thing to scan into the computer and steph wanted to take it and see the difference.

in michael's car on our back.

my first and only attempt to this lala pose.

i love her too much! <3

went to padang this morning to catch up with the boys for a while. suprisingly en lin did come early. if not i wont be able to meet up with them. and if he didnt come early qi hong would be headless. haha!

thank you chun kit for pui-ing me walk to padang and also walking me back home. eventhough your feet hurts. i am soo sorry and thank you!

i didnt get to see him. sob sob. but qi hong gave me a full report on the match. i mean the important details. so okla. and qiqi, take care of your feet la.

i dont blog about college that much. probably i should write something. but not to the extend like khai shien la. his is soo detail la. every single thing we do also he write. reading his blog reminds me of my day.

taylors*

it been 4 months plus since i am in s9 class. the first day i only knew wei ping, jia shen and khai shien. now i talk to almost everybody. well ALMOST la. not all.

describe abit about my classmates la.

behind: felix, jimmy, yong shen

3rd row: rohit, shem, pavitran, chee xun, me, ernest, teck wei, wei xiang, seng hui, khai shien

2nd row: michelle, siew yung, masyitah, yuvy, wei ping, audrey

infront: vincent, daniel, jia shen, ken

the lala pose*

jia shen,
the annoying joker in class. full of craps yet entertaining enough. haha! someone i've known for two years i guess. well he is a not bad guy. see la jia shen, TRYING my best to promote you abit. =) you know la, people that perasan being hot plus cute plus charming must be flattered sometimes also. must motivate him abit. eventhough i always demotivate him. haha! he'll ask me those question yet he knows what my answers will be. so accept the fact la jia shen kor kor! omg thats just so wrong!

khai shien,
the maths freak. maths book everywhere in his room. haha! the smart dude that got richer from his spm results. and my punching bag. haha! at least it doesnt hurt right? i just did that to keep me awake in class.

teck wei,
random and unpredictable fella. another maths smarty. not only maths la most of the subjects. only got to know him this year. so far so good.

felix,
the day dreamer in class. he may seem to be looking at teacher but yet not listening. his mind will be wondering to dont know where. damn geng in pool also la. always dota and cabal only. sighs* the freaking blur guy that can make you laugh if you really observe what he does. he reads spec maths textbook expecting to be able to know how to do.

ernest,
didnt really know him last time. but now i guess it is getting better la. his drawing not bad. a guy that claims he is anti social but i dont think he is even if he insisted. nice dude.

rohit,
he is from jb. i use to think he is older but apparently he isnt. haha. he always says "in my underwear". and he knows alex. me being a ke po will always ask him about the other him. =) thanks rohit for the informations!

vincent,
another fella which is just like jia shen. full of nonsense. always gaying with jia shen. disgusting yet amusing. =) and he went and cut his hair like a lala. which me and michelle complained about. another rich kia! seeing him telling the cars he owned is funny. fyi, he is a freaking vain fella. haha! and he broke my pencil. my favourite blue pencil. anyway thanks for the nice songs!

ken,
ehh how are you gonna get girlfriend if you keep doing that to a girl la? always whacking me only. hyper man you. last time he is damn gao hyper but now very seldom already la. i wonder why. hmm*

yong shen,
ken's gay partner. i guess he is another smarty pants.

pavitran,
my lab partner. if it wasnt because of lab i guess i wont talk to him as i am now. funny fella. should see his face when he talks to pn mahani. =D

shem,
i dont know much about him but yes he is smart and he is the class rep. haha

sean,
aweird guy that asks alot of questions.

chee xun and jimmy,
peoples from kelantan. i never really got to know them that well though.

brandon,
ass class rep. assistant class representative i meant. funny fella.

wei xiang, seng hui, daniel,
i dont really know about them. haha.

wei ping,
i've known her all this while but we dont talk that much la. if you get to know her she is really damn cute and damn funny. haha! seriously la. make me laugh non stop man. another one that always perasan one. all the jia shen disease.

audrey,
she is from sarawak. nice girl, and fun to talk to. =) i suddenly cant think of much to describe. one word la. nice. =D

siew yung,
also from sarawak. dont really talk much to her though. but she always gets bullied by vincent. terrible fella.

michelle,
smart also la. damn funny people. especially when she is with masyitah. all the crazyness are revealed. i didnt expect her to be this sot sot. haha! =)

masyitah,
my LAN friend. not the only one but among the ones. i only have like two peple i talk to in LAN classes. damn sad man. another small cute funny joker in class. all the true self are revealed man. and she doesnt look like 19! seriously. cute la this girl.

yuvy,
dont know much. =)

basically these are my classmates la. i hope i didnt leave out anyone. anyway it is only april. still got another half a year plus to know them. maybe by then i'll have other comments.

shit shit. why am i thinking so far already? i thought all this while i took you just as a friend? headache la. how la? sighs* help! somebody please.

the very sound sleep i had*

i think yesterday's dream was the only dream i can remember of people i dreamt about. cause dreams for me are like hi and instant goodbye sort of thing. so i cant remember usually. but yesterday's one was different. somehow related to the show i've just watched.

all of a sudden it was you who was in my dream. rather weird and unexpected.

it was you who i dreamt about*

a dream i dont think i'll want to wake up on. not because you were in it but it was just too sweet. there was a smile on my face when i woke up.

blurry*

but still everything seems soo blurish. =/

i m starting to think differently i guess. thanks to walter! but... there won't be any big difference anyway. soo everything just had to end here. sighs*

okayy now i have to start my 1000 words report. if not i'll die tomorrow. =)

with cherly's nemo fish. form 4*

known him for about 5 years i guess. since form 2 right? hmm but we werent even close at all. all i do when i see him is i smile. damn funny la. =D

then form 3 same class and ended calling him kai kai ever since. 3 explorer was fun and entertaining with cherly pinching him and he'll go "ahhhh!!". haha! and form 4 same class too. did alot of stupid and funny things together.

anyway, happy birthday adrian! hoped u had fun. =) so long didnt call you kai kai already.

stop bitching around la... KIDS*

to the extend of hating*

me and qi hong*

chun kit, me and dicky*

where are you looking la dicky?

chun kit, dickson and qi hong*


me and jenny*

it was soo good to catch up with qi hong, chun kit, dicky and jenn hsen. ever since qi hogn got back from ns i never see him ler. apart from having a glance of him in taylors la. i mean seeing properly cause at that time i was in a rush to go and get my results.

chun kit lagi teruk. i forgot to wish him happy birthday when he was in ns. omg i m sooo sorry!! and i claim u as a good friend. shit. and even i see dicky in college sometimes we dont talk soo much.

met up with jia shen, mun hoe, sean and wey liam in kim gary. talked for a while.

tim was in pyramid too with some friends so i ask him to come find us. so we met up in front of FOS. we were talking soo loud until everybody was staring at us. cherly and chun kit talked like quarelling like that. tell me la, who dont look? all of them say tim lanc already. made him feel damn bad. but just joking only la. birthday boy*

hottie alert right in the middle*

wey liam called and say that they are waiting at the bowling alley. mana tau all also like dont want to bowl so ended up go archery. they are all actually not bad. except for that dickson dont know how he shoot until can patah balik and hit the tv. the girl beside also scared of him already. liam also not bad la hor. then he showed me the picture of whatever he had drawn. omg his drawing damn nice la. very real.

had alot of laughters that night. something which i didnt have for some time. the laughters with them. <3

dear,

don't be upset la ok? everything will be fine. i am sure. its not worth it. so forget about the past and think about what is coming up and make the best out of it. i will be here for you no matter what. don't think so much as i know you'll go through it greatly cause you are a tough boy. =) love ya!

one of my bestest guy friend* =)

this picture you look so yeng. wait wait. the pose very yeng* must publicise that yengness of you right?

Happy birthday my dear!! hope you enjoyed your day and love the present we gave you. turned 18 already so you are legal for almost everything. good luck in everything too!! and remember that u have such great friends you know. cheh cheh. =)